Yesterday would have been Jordan's 15th birthday. The day was so much harder than I even thought it would be. On Sunday, we released 150 black and pink balloons at the memorial gardens. We are the only family I know that would setup a table and serve birthday cake in a cemetary. I still can't believe we aren't taking her out in a car and teaching her how to drive. Life seems so cruel sometimes and my heart is so broken.
I miss you, Jordan. We all miss you so much. We carry around this emptiness that I don't even know how to begin to explain. I love you sweet girl!